Manusia yang tak sedar diri...

Well... seperti tajuk di atas, maka aku ingin mencurahkan segala-gala pengalaman 'indah' yang aku lalui...
mungkin pengalaman ini tiada kaitannya dengan sesiapa yang masih hidup mahupun yang telah selamat kembali ke tempat asalnya...
ini pengalaman aku... cerita aku, cerita biasa yang berlaku dalam hidup manusia...

first of all...english..
what is that?!
Aku rasa budak sekolah tadika pun tahu, apa itu itu english...
Zaman skrg ni, kalau tak de english, mmg hidup kite macam terbiar je, semua benda pun majoritinya dalam english...
pergi supermarket yang agak feymes pun dalam english gak... cthnya 'seven eleven' tempat org cari topup malam2 ni...

kalau g tmpt mahal2 sket, mesti english berhabuk pnya la...
berkepuk-kepuk kat telinga ni ha...
ni mmg dah jadi satu perkara asas dalam nowdays pnya life k...
mmg tak leh nk tepis dh..
"with english, we will be proud of our self... it's an asset that differentiate you and me..." -monolog dalaman seorang tua bernama Marina...

ni pengalaman aku di mana aku terserempak secara tak sengaja dengan seorang wanita tua yang tak sedar diri, berlagak dirinya sangat bagus bila dia boleh bertutur dalam bahasa english yang biasa-biasa je tu...
Aku tak macam dia, suke sngat kutuk orang tak tengok2 dulu...

bagi aku, talk in english, is not berlagak... tapi dalam kes dia ni, aku kata dia berlagak lah...
dia cakap english sambil kutuk aku dengan member2 aku yang kebetulan tak cakap english dengan dia... dia ingat aku baca buku sepanjang 4 tahun amek degree food tech ni, baca buku bm ke pe sampai aku tak boleh nk cakap english...

hello org tua... aku malas nk melayan u yang macam p*** tak sedar diri, at least respect me as a student, a university student ok..

salah ke aku tnya bahasa yang aku lebih selesa and dia pun lebih selesa nak jawab, even dia pun duk hentam cakap bm gak, boleh lak kondem aku n member2 ku,
"Sepanjang kite berbual ni, i didn't heard any English word from you..." ta** betul! dia ingat dia pakai baju blazer cop mar***** tu, aku heran lah...

pekak ke tersumbat telinga dia sampai tak dengar seketul pun english word dari mulut aku and member2 aku...?

aku rasa menyesal sebab pergi tanya dia tadi tentang job yang aku rasa macam nak try tu... dia pandang rendah kat student university yang pakai tudung n converse among each other in bahasa... what the hell, meh! aku tak pernah rasa macam ni tercabar n marah...

for your information, aku duk sekolah omputih sejak aku darjah satu lagi tau!
aku tak de kata tak leh guna bahasa english, and aku admit english mmg perlu... may be tadi kesilapan teknikal aku sendiri la, g tanya dia dalam bahasa melayu... tapi tak perlu la kot dia nk kutuk2 aku dan member2 aku... ni dah main status k... aku bukan cikai sgt...

kalau2lah tadi yang dia duk condem tu anak org kaya ke, anak raja ke, anak datuk mentara ke, atau whatever yang kaya2 la... confirm dia kene buang keje kot... kalau dia advice aku in general about English language, i can accept it, and i do realize bout how English can affect people's performance...

but, to condemn and accuse people that you've just meet in less than 10 minutes, is not the right thing to do.

Have you realize that nowadays people are aggressive and  very sensitive...? you have given me a bad first impression of yours, that I'll never forget in my 23 years old life...

you are the old person that need to reflect back on your word and beware on what you've done and talk to people around you... don't just simply judge people by their outside look, ok? find it in the way their converse and ask... as far as i remember, me and my friend never shout at you, we're just asking in the very appropraite way to the oldest, and please appropriately answer us with very nice answer and we don't need you to tell us what we're going to do in our decision on job. we're good enough not picky in choosing job, ok? and we're kind enough not answer you back in front of people that time...

can you imagine if i talk back to you, "I know that you want me to talk in english, and i do know your ho*** only want the great people who can speak english only... i'm asking you in malay, not because i dont know how to speak in english, i understand and comprehend that you want to see my confidence and performence in english, but let me tell you something, how can you judge me just by looking at me? have you ever think that i might be possible to be one of your customer at your luxury, famous, high class ho***. then, just wait until i become one, you'll regret it whatever you said to me..."

today also, i'm coming to you as a customer... but you humiliate me and my friend...
i'm so really not ok...
i'm never being this angry!

~Guys, whatever you do... please respect people...~