Can My self be your self?

Complicated, but it seems easy to pronounce...
But, it is easy to understand?

Simple statement didn't mean a simple explanation...

Simple word, is truly a simple answer...
But, it is not surprising if this simple word can be understand by people...

We are born free in this world, but it didn't mean to make a rebellious things recklessly...
We are made to rebel... anyway...

I do rebel...
Rebel to my parents of course, friends, teachers, lecturer... Fiance...

But i do reflect, i feel sorry...
Even without a word, i show how much i regret for that rebel..

I'm not afraid of them, i respect and love them...
So... everyday i keep thinking the best way to make people my way...
I admit, i try to change my fiance the way of thinking...
But at some point, i have to admit that i'm not alway right...

I admit, i keep pointing my fingers to  others...
But... there's a time i do think about it back, when things being out of
control and kick me back at the place that it never can be heal.

Of course, it's a payback From Him...
What you've done is always payback...
Right or wrong, it will be pay...

I hate when people do a bad thing to my parents...
Well, i think others people do too...
It is a basic instinct... 

I try everyday to understand people around me and i keep thinking that
can they understand me?
I always think that, why this type of person acting like this?
Keep thinking, can he or she change to be like that type of person?

So... Lastly i just get it...
May be i try to make he or she be like my self...

But... in another part of me, i don't want another me in this world...
Its more than enough...
So... Can myself be yourself?
Of course NOT!

What a crap!
(Apa yang aku meraban....)